I am back on my book kick. I can't get enough of them. I think I am going to do some audio books on the way home. I have so many on my Kindle I think it is going to puke pages. I think that I could do needlepoint and listen. That would be awesome. Yeah I am multitasking. I need to get into a groove. I really need to. I feel like I am losing it all the time. I swear J is going to shake me to death. He keeps telling me it isn't my fault but I feel that it is.
Everyone tells me that. But I can't shake that the fact that it is. I am very lucky that everyone is being understanding. But I am afraid there is a time limit on that. So I have to do my part and pull myself up and take care of this. No one can get me out of this hole but me. So why not do something healthy?
I work out 3-4 times a week for about two hours a day. I am starting to eat right. I take care of our girl. Clean house and take care of the animals. But when I keep myself busy, I don't think about anything but the task at hand. That hopefully will lead to healing.
Okay, back to the salt mines.
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