Starting Over

I am not sure when it happened but it did. And trust me I am not upset about it. When I met Jason, I felt like I could be myself and not hid my true personality. People always talk about hearing bells or music when they meet the right person (okay maybe that is the movies saying that) but I felt home. I wasn't the only one. Buggy did too. She climbed right up in his lap and asked him to read with her. I wasn't worried about him meeting my family. I wasn't worried about hanging out with him in public. I felt like I had been with him forever.

Even now, I don't have the same sense with anyone else. With Ray, I was afraid that he would say or do something stupid. And trust me, he didn't disappoint. With Chris, he wouldn't say anything I would regret but he wasn't family material. With Robbie.......do I really need to go there?

But with Jason, I don't have to worry. And the best bonus of all, he loves me as much as I love him.

Okay, more sappiness at another date.

In With The New....

So I am trying something new, I am going to get up early and excerise. Okay that isn't new, but what is is that I am taking sometime early in the morning for myself. No little one, no pets, no anything. Just me. Seems the best time to get some me time. So I am going to be blogging my thoughts during this time. I find that it helps me set my mind straight. So you all get to read more and see that I am truly nutso and I can release all this fine energy.

So I hope you enjoy and learn something about me. I will enjoy writing the crazy thoughts in my head.

So this was the first of many....see you all tomorrow.